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01:58pm 17/01/2006
 
mood: depressed
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all of my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
And though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
 
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lol   
05:02pm 07/01/2006
 
mood: content
A guy is nearing the end of his senior year in high school.
Unfortunately,
he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9
years
old.







One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun.
They
have bunk beds and the guy notices hat his little brother is already
asleep
on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk.
As you
might expect things start to heat up.






The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells
his
girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if
she
wants a new position.







Lettuce!!!

























Tomato!!!

























Lettuce!!!


























Tomato!!!


























Lettuce!!!























Tomato!!!
























She screams.

























Lettuce!!!






























Tomato!!!





Whoa!!!








PULL IT OUT!!!















PULL IT OUT NOW!!!












I can't get pregnant!


















Then the little brother shouts up, "Hey, would you guys stop making
sandwiches up there! You're getting mayonnaise all over my
face!*!*!*!*!




Post This




1 hour- You'll have bad sex





20 min - Your crush will kiss you




15min - Your crush will tounge you




5-10 min - Your crush will ask you out



under 2 min - You will stay with your crush forever
 
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09:43pm 06/10/2005
 
mood: discontent
Im sorry!!!!!!!!
 
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06:40pm 03/10/2005
 
mood: calm
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:JIMMY
Birthday:SEPTEMBER 10 1986
Birthplace:PASADENA CA
Current Location:C-HOUSE / CANOGA PARK
Eye Color:HAZEL
Hair Color:BLODISH BROWN AND RED
Height:5'5
Right Handed or Left Handed:RIGHTY
Your Heritage:IRSH/ENGLISH/CHEROKEE INDIAN
The Shoes You Wore Today:K SWISS
Your Weakness:RATHER NOT SAY
Your Fears:LOOSING PPL I LOVE.....ESPECIALLY MY GIRLFRIEND
Your Perfect Pizza: DONT KNOW ?? LOL
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:UMMMMMMMMM.....THERE'S ALOT......LOL GET BACK TO ME ON THAT ONE
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up:"MELISSA"
Your Best Physical Feature:I DONT KNOW YOU TELL ME??
Your Bedtime:I DONT HAVE ONE LOL
Your Most Missed Memory:9-18-05
Pepsi or Coke:BOTH SHITTT
MacDonalds or Burger King:MCDONALDS
Single or Group Dates:BOTH ARE KOOL BUT IF YOU RELLY WANNA HAVE SOME FUN SINGLE
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:LIPTON
Chocolate or Vanilla:BOTH IM A CHOCOLATE AND A VANILLA GUY BUT MORE CHOCOLATE THAN VANILLA..LOL
Cappuccino or Coffee:BOTH
Do you Smoke:NO COMMENT
Do you Swear:FUCK YESSSSSSSS...IS THAT BAD???
Do you Sing:YEP AND PPL KNOW HOW MUCH
Do you Shower Daily:YESSSSSSSSSSSSS
Have you Been in Love:O YEA "MELISSA"
Do you want to go to College:IM IN COLLEGE
Do you want to get Married:YESSSSSS
Do you belive in yourself:YESSSSSS
Do you get Motion Sickness:NOT ANYMORE USED TO THOUGH
Do you think you are Attractive:I DONT KNOW
Are you a Health Freak:KKINDA SORTA
Do you get along with your Parents:YEA KINDA OT RELLY NEMORE
Do you like Thunderstorms:YESSSSSSSSSSS...
Do you play an Instrument:NO :(
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:NO COMMENT
In the past month have you Smoked: NO COMMENT
In the past month have you been on Drugs:HELLLLLL NOOOOO...IF YOU CAL LOVE A DRUG THAN YEA I HAVE LOL
In the past month have you gone on a Date:YESS
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:YESSS
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:LOL YESSS
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:LAST NIGHT BABY I LOVE SUSHII
In the past month have you been on Stage:UMMMMMMMM KINDA
In the past month have you been Dumped: NOPE
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:LOL NO COMMENT
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:NOPE
Ever been Drunk:FUCK YEA MORE THAN I SHOULD'VE
Ever been called a Tease:O OOOOOO YESSSSSSSS
Ever been Beaten up:YESS
Ever Shoplifted:YESSSSSSSS
How do you want to Die:PEACFULLY IN THE ARMS OF THE PERSON I LOVE
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:MYSELF.......I NEVER WANNA CHANGE BUT IT SUXS BECASUE EVERYONE CHANGES
What country would you most like to Visit:EUROPE
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:
Favourite Hair Color:
Short or Long Hair:
Height:
Weight:
Best Clothing Style:
Number of Drugs I have taken:
Number of CDs I own:
Number of Piercings:
Number of Tattoos:
Number of things in my Past I Regret:

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
 
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Mel....>>>>   
05:54pm 03/10/2005
 
mood: happy
"If ever you think of me out of the blue, just remember it's all the kisses I've blown in the air finally catching up with you!"


"When I see you, the world stops as if the only purpose in life was for me to please you."


"When you're in love with someone it inspires you and gives you hope. You have faith that even if you can't be with them on earth, that if God wills, you will be with them one day in heaven."


"I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go."
 
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02:24am 23/09/2005
 
mood: angry
im kinda mad but nobody gives a shit neway so yea :(
 
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09:44pm 20/09/2005
 
mood: energetic
Let's Fall In Love.................

My emotions
Drift away
I think about it
But it's alright
It's alright
It's alright
It's alright

It's alright now

My emotions
Drift away
I think about it
Every single day

Do I regret it
Well I say
That it's alright
It's alright
It's alright
It's alright
Out in space

There's a feeling that runs through your viens

One that has no time, no space
Taking you high
So that you can't deny it
That's when you're in love

(Taking you high
So that you can't deny it
That's when youre in love)

(Taking you high
So that you can't deny it
That's when you're in love)
That's when you're in love


(Taking you high
So that you can't deny it
That's when you're in love)


(Taking you high
So that you can't deny it
That's when you're in love)


(Taking you high
So that you can't deny it
That's when you're in love)
 
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=)   
10:26pm 14/09/2005
 
mood: anxious
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause it’s on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo

I can’t wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it’s a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh
But I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again yeah
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo

I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
and this chose I made keep playing in my head
Over and over again
Playing my head
Over and over again
Ohh
I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

(Now that I’ve realizes that I’m going down
From all this pain you’ve put me thought
Every time I close my eyes I like it ?
I can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

Over and Over again
Over and Over again
Cause it’s all in my head
 
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11:35pm 05/09/2005
 
mood: anxious
Since were all doing this my B-DAY IS ON SATURDAY.......... YAY...WOW..

PSSSSSSSSHHHHH

DAMN IM FUCKIN OLD.........

HHAHAHAHA

HAVE A GREAT DAY AT SKOOL GUYZ WISH I COULD BE THERE.... :(

NOT..>>>

MUCH LOVE

~JIMMY~
 
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05:36pm 24/08/2005
 
mood: happy
im going mexico bitchessssssss.........haaha o yea in 48 hours i will be on the beach with a bottle of tequila....a corona...and a margarita...o yea........on the beach....>>>> :)
 
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05:08pm 12/08/2005
 
mood: happy
Im at the fuckin apple store rite now with kathi this shit is so pimp .......

im haven fuckin good ass time about to go to bbrandons practice out in santa clarita..........>>>


hope everything is well with everyone......

i love you alll.......

~Jimmy~
 
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09:04pm 17/07/2005
 
mood: amused
xXx. What are my initials?

xXx. Have you ever been jealous of me?

xXx. Have I ever been jealous of you?

xXx. what expression do I use a lot around you?

xXx. Do I laugh easily?

xXx. Have we ever had a conversation that made you uncomfortable?

xXx. What's your favorite thing about me?

xXx. Am I a sweet person?

xXx. Have I ever made you blush?

xXx. If you could spend a day with me, what would we do?

xXx. Have you ever dreamt of me? If so, tell me about it.

xXx. Would you kiss me?

xXx. What do you really think of me?

xXx. Do you know something about me that no one else knows?

xXx. How have I affected you?

xXx. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

xXx. Do you/did you have a crush on me?

xXx. Physically, what stands out?

xXx. Emotionally, what stands out?

xXx. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

xXx. What was your first impression of me?

xXx. What do you think my weakness is?

xXx. Do you think I'll get married?

xXx. What makes me happy?

xXx. What makes me sad?

xXx. What reminds you of me?

xXx. How well do you know me?

xXx. Finally Anything you wanted to tell me but never got a chance to?
 
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08:17pm 13/06/2005
 
mood: naughty
O shit watch out......................

LISTEN UP EVERYONE.........................

I have been jus informend..................

That there is an unknown virus...................

That is attaking all clubs..................

Simptoms have been said to be..........

HEAVY BREATH'N............>>>

WILD DANCE'N................>>>

CRONIC COUGH'N...........>>>

So when you hear this...............................HOOOOOOUUUUUDDY HOOOOOOOOOOO


RUN FOR COVER MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL :)
 
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09:45am 04/06/2005
 
mood: happy
PROM’S TONIGHT BITCHES.............
 
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03:13pm 21/05/2005
 
mood: anxious
Everybodie is going to the party..............

have a realy good time.....................

Dancing in the desert....................

Blown up the sunshine..............

Everybodie is going to the party..............

have a realy good time.....................

Dancing in the desert....................

Blown up the sunshine..............

BLAST OFF ITS PARTY TIME........WERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?????????
 
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07:37pm 12/05/2005
 
mood: blah
We were real, we were chill you would tell me how you feel you wanted me

You needed me da only one to ease your mind

I was caught by surprise to hear you say you wanna leave

But it's cool if you gotta go then go ahead n leave

Imma be around......stolen from *~CrYsTaL~*
 
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09:59pm 24/04/2005
 
mood: blah
OK.........................

ASK ME SOMETHING...........

ANYTHING AT ALL.....................

COME ON U KNOW U WANNA ASK ME SUMTHING????.......................
 
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grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr   
04:52pm 21/04/2005
 
mood: blah
I broke my IPOD it got cracked.......... =( the trip was fun though =)
 
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06:44am 19/04/2005
 
mood: sad
(CRYING)

(CRYING)

(CRYING)

(CRYING).................................>>>>>>>>>>
 
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u Know who u r????   
10:38am 17/04/2005
 
mood: calm
At that time..............

It was that sight..........

i hadn't seen true Beauty..............

Untill that night........
 
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